you are my drug

Love is measured by suffering... that's all I can say.
Money isn't everything but sometimes it buy happiness too.
I've always wanted to make a memorable birthday for you-so i did it i guess. LOL.
handicraft stars? hearts? hahahha.not my type.sorry.mine simple just open the pen cover
and scribble whatever that come actually from the bottom of your heart.
that brings more meaning to your partner indeed.hahaha.
and they do treasure it better rite???

baby, i don't need u to throw a sum of money for my bday.
is just a day that reminds me that i'm getting older.
the thought that counts will do.
i treasure u to the fullest.
you've been there for me every single time.
those presence really cost priceless for me.
times when im stuck in the middle of the road
and u came and be there for me is enough.
eventhough u can't even do anything.
those are the gifts i really wanted.
apparently, you gave me all.
so there's nothing more I can ask from my dearest baby.

i love you for who you are and im still holding on....

18th Birthday..

Yea,I'm 18 at last..another age added into my life..haha..And yea,below was part of the present my Deriss gave to me..Thousands of thanks to her,for spending her time designing these..Not to be forgotten,the RM 220 Esprit shirt she gave me..Costs you a big amount right,baby?..=D and near broke right?..haha..appreciate it alot baby,but don't worry..Your birthday gonna be a big bash..You deserve that..My promise aight..Gtg now..


P/S:-I'll post the pics some other day.


Thanks again baby..You made my Birthday a memorable one and you DRUGGED me too..
Love ya..

happy birthday baby...!!!

A So-called special day for me =)

Alright,i'm back again.Lazy to update my blog recently,don't know why.Lol.Went to fetch deriss from her house today.Then headed to my account teacher's house at bukit gelugor to attend her Hari Raya open house.(No idea why raya so long wan).Deriss then asked me to drop her at Tesco to get her Streamyx ISP(don't know what the heck was that).End up apa pun tarak,the person-in-charge told her to call the customer service centre instead.And the so-called special day starts here,i went to deriss's church today,namely Tabernacle of Praise or TOP(Not that TOP detergent k).LOL.Well,its kinda nervous for me because i use to be an ignostic person and its kinda suprise to me to go to her church.I never believe in religions to be honest,when i'm a Roman Catholic in the first place but the worship and sermons tingy at her church really gave me an impression,a kinda feeling where i felt very peaceful,as in like you're really in heaven for about like 5-7 seconds.To be frank,i used to believe in Scientology and hold on to the principle that God doesn't exist unless he's proven scientifically.But maybe i might be wrong,i'm not sure whether it was my instinct or it's true that God really appeared on me for the short term of time.But bottomline was,i really enjoyed the worship and sermon tingy and i'm really looking forward to attend it again.And not to be forgotten,i started to like Uncle Vive in the first place.He was like,you know,my enemy when she keeps on shooting and brainwashing deriss to end our relationship.What suprise me was his story on how he accepted God in his life.It's like more or less the same as my situation.He's really a fun guy afterall,spicing up his talks with various jokes and actions.LOL.Anyway,thanks to ya again my baby deriss,for taking me to your church.It's a good sign for the both of us,especially you.But i'm not gonna convert yet till when the time comes,till God really really appeared right in front of my eyes.gtg nw.gonna update my blog in few days time.Amen.

Thanks My Dear!!!

Thanks my dear! =)

Alright..Im back at last from my hectic schedule..Firstly,i'm sorry,for not updating this blog for quite some time..Was busy with school proms,my deriss,tuitions..Arghhh!!..Can go crazy man..

LOL..Next,i would like to thank my baby deriss for this mesmerizing poem..You're a good poet my dear i shoud say..You touched me..

Date : 8 August 08'
Venue : BedroomMusic

Background : One step at a time-J.Sparks

Mood : In Love

.hendry.

As I sit and think of you,

And how much you mean to me,

And if I had never known you,

How empty my life would be.
You are to me a precious gift,

Of one that is true and rare,

And I vow to you to treasure this gift,

With love, warmth and care.
I can feel your smile, your warmth and your touch,

As I long for that day to come,

Through the route may be tough,

We still unite as one.
I want you to hold me in your arms,

Keep me safe from all harms,

I want you to look deep into my eyes,

Please don't tell me any lies,
I'll stay with you any day,

I'll be with you anyway,

If there is a day we should part,

Promise to keep me in your heart,
I love you all the time,

I am yours and you are mine.
This is the beginning,

Only true love I send,

This is the middle,
There is no end.

.deriss.

P/s: I Love You.

P.S.:i LOVE you too..

NS Outing =)

Weynn and Arina
Elva,Umah,Xian,Arina,Erica
Penghulu,Xian,Umah,Wan Tan,Arina,Sin Ling,and Arina
Me with the 'rubber' =)

Just came back not long from my overnite at Sri Sayang Apartment yesterday,with my NS friends..At first,i was thinking i'm not able to make it to the overnite stay but,Arina save my ass..LOL!..I was having a transport problem as my mum don't allow me to drive up to Batu Ferringhi at night..You know ler right,the road there is damn 'edgin'..Haha!..So,i called Arina and she agreed to fetch me there(Thanks ya,Gila!..LOL!..Cheers to you!)..We reached there about 7 something and walk to the beach in front of Rasa Sayang Resort..Saw Killer,Wei Xian,Sin Ling,Erica,Ash(my Penghulu),Phillimon,and Wan Tan(Killer's friend,which use to be my neighbourhood friend)..They were busy setting up the fire,Arina went to find her bf,Justin and i wander around with my handphone..Weynn,Alvin,Sabrina,Juian,and Umah appeared not long after that,followed by Elva and York Sin..Greeted them and started chattin while waiting for the fire to be set up..LOL!..And then,the party begins..All of us started eating with our hungry expression,as if like we've starved for days..Pity Xian had to be the chef most of the time because we rated the chicken he barbecued was the best among ourselves..Killer's sister and her bf came on,gave us a carton of Marlboro Light cigarretes and a bottle of Hennesy(my 2nd favourite after Chivas)..Killer and Sin Ling went walking along the beach,with holding hands,i think..LOL!..Not long after that,Phil brought out 'rubbers' for us and Ash went to fill it with the orange juice..Everyone was laughing like mad except for Juian..She was like wth is that?Balloon?..LOL!..The party then ended up about 1am after clearing up and we went straight to our room,and chor-tai-ti all till 5am..

Farah,Me,Farina
Juian and Me
Umah-TERIYA =)
Me and Lee Wei

Yulis and Ting Ting
Act Cute..LOL!
Jia qing,Chun Wei,Me,Killer,Weynn
After Performance
Hot chicks from Kedah and Penang(no offense ya Yulis n Ting Ting) =)

Packing for Jungle trekking
goin to dinner instead of bath =)
My Jurulatih,Cikgu Mus
Chor-tai-ti-ing after physical workout
Buddies in NS =)

Yes!..I'm back in Penang at last..After 3 months of tough physical training and suffering,i'm done with my NS stint..Well,there's much to post here..I mean the photos that i've taken there..Lots of happenings and unexpected incidents took place there..Lol..Once in a lifetime experience i can say..I'll let the photos do the talkings to you guys bout my experience there..Enjoy! =)

P.S. Form 6 life sucks,no more freedom..