Something that you didn't realized,precious.

Is there a thing called love at first sight?
It's a question that I asked in the deep of night.
Then came you, the love of my life.
In just a few moment, I knew our love would be true.
I knew It was right under the full moonlight.
And I had my answer,
I had found love at first sight.
Caryne was the name,
The name that sparks the best out of me and brought me to fame.
They said,
Two hands to hold, two eyes to see, and two ears to listen,
But why only one heart?
Because you grab it and compile it to be one.
This is mend for you Caryne aka Fishy,
With abundance of love by yours truly.

To trust or not to trust?

Music: I will always love you-Whitney Houston
Time : 3.28pm

Sadly, I've no idea what I have to do. Having to bear the all those torment and loneliness without you is enough to blow my mind off. Though It's only today but it seems like almost 2 years. I admitted I relied on you too much, because of love. I'm not sure if there's still anymore love on me but seriously this irritating disease is ruining my life each day. Totally speechless and blank, what should I do? Leaving you is easy but forgetting you is too difficult. I may accept the fact that you've left me but what else I can do about it, to get you back or to let you go? After everything that I've done and made for you, are they worthless? Rumors had it that you're flirting around, some said you're seeing someone but who am I to trust, with the fact that I'm lost and despair. It's pointless to keep forcing you back on track with me. I don't know whether is this a test of trust or a fact that you've fall for someone.


P/S: Got the storyline from a touching Taiwan love drama. So decided to blog it.

If you can't get someone outta your head,
then they're mend to be there,forever.

Emo-ing

After you stepped out, things seems to be dull and not as fun as It should be like last time. Life without you is like an incomplete puzzle. Well, I don't really ask for much, as long as you're holding to our promises I'll be happy enough. Time may fly fast but a year sounded more exactly like ten years. No matter what, I'll always be by your side whenever you need me at time. I'll be there for you. And our love shall be glorified. Nevertheless, I'm still trying to cope back and slowly patching up the holes to lead my life back. For everything that had took place, happen for a reason.

After so long, I decided to make my blog alive back again,once more. Well, a lot of ups and downs, some I would say some shitty stuff that turn just into a huge bomb, happening during these long periods of time. After all, I'm glad that everything is getting back on track and the spark is starting to glow. A new chapter of my life I would say. Not every single human alive in this world is perfect,right? I'm sure most you guys will agree. Picture this, If a terrorist is able to hijack a plane, why not a guy can snatch of someone's other girlfriend. Personally, I learned my mistake from the past relationship ( Ikhwan's philosophy =D ) I made my mistake back few years ago and the feeling is unbearable. It's easy to fall in love but It's too difficult to ever leave someone, when the feeling is there for almost coming to two years. Frankly, I myself is unable to bear all these sufferings and torments by myself. Thanks to all my close friends and college mates, they shine my life back with humors, cock jokes, and etc. Subsequently, I'm glad and grateful that both of us are slowly patching up the holes in our journey to reach the aisle of happiness. Much <3 babe!