Fucking bitch,get a life man!

It really pissed me off when I first heard that a close friend of mine was being blamed just because of jealously.I did admit that this thing really concerns me a lot because an innocent victim was being victimized and blamed for out of no reason.Just because of one word,Jealously,it kills and disrupted everything.And it's so childish that they use this kinda way to get people away from their loved ones.Worse part was the person was being a middleperson between two party and spreading rumors,which were totally untrue on both side while she plays the protagonist character.Frankly,that specific person seriously can't stop bitching around,thinking and claiming that she's the best.I'll suggest you what,take a mirror,mirror yourself,and the mirror will break immediately.Accept the fact that you used to be in a forbidden relationship and not all people agree with that,though we are all equal.I'm not being bias or what but this is really getting out of control and clarification is vital.Just hope that the person will stop having that bad perception on my friend and turn over a new leaf.Or I got 4 words for you

Get a life,BITCH!

New Chapter of Life

Shits happen again this time,but it's been settled.So,no worries.Right!I'm back now,to update this old blog.Lol.Camp was exahilirating fun,new friends,memories,love entanglements,conflicts..you name it,everything do happens during camp.Luckilly,it turns out well and doesn't jeopardize the camp.Traplex 2008 was officially over,which means I'm retiring soon from my scouting life.Enjoyed and hated doing it also at the same time,but not to be forgotten,PCGHS Campfire next year,my last year attending campfire and gathering.Haha!.Scouting really do provide and serve me with great memories of the past,doesn't regret joining it.Lol.Conflicts do happen during this whole duration of camp,misunderstandings,jealously,feeling of hatred,so called 'secret-gossip-societies' being established and there goes the birth of rumors,which hit me also.But I'm cool with that,no hard feelings. =D Traplex o8' rawkz guys! Gonna miss y'all guides and scouts out there,especially those that 'modified' my name and post during the first day of camp. xD

Special credits to:

XinLi(Buy eggs for the 'gina' to play) =D

ShiHan aka Dj sHi

Mandy(Understood ler hur what i helped you) =P

Evon(partner-in-crime)

Theresa(your morning breakfast,we still owe you) xD

SueYin(Ms.6th Sense) o.O

TzeLun(gimme very good 'kangtao' on the 1st day of camp) =.=

Zoe aka Ms.Marshmallow

Chammaine aka Ms.Mamarazzi =)

LiMei(I want your hair colour) =>

Mei Wan(you can open a soft drink stalls de) =D

"Getting to know you and being fallen for you in this camp were the two most precious and prestigious treasure I've ever found in my life.You left me in agonizing pain and cures me with your healing touch."

" He is not a lover who does not love forever. "

Hectic Schedule..Killing me man

Ever since finals end,camp stuff is stacking up each day.No time to hang out or go to Gurney new wing also.So do Deriss,hers was way worse then me.Pity her she need to be a 12 hours driver for her mom.Pityful.And I can see she's suffering from tiredness physically and mentally,which drives me crazy too.Anyway,we still managed to keep in touch,though we've not been seeing each other for like coming to 5 days.Haha.Holidays doesnt look like holiday for the both of us.To be frank,I wish school starts earlier,rather than at home being asked to do this and that,more to like an unpaid maid.Well Deriss,I can't sleep that early so,managed to pen out a poem for you.Enjoy!




To my Love I'll say,
Forever we'll stay,
In this place of Love,
We'll be together like doves.

For your Love I'll do,
Anything just for you,
I'll do my best,
And beat all the rest,
I'd climb mountains for you,
Cross oceans for you,
I'd run a thousand miles,
Just to see your smile.

Whenever you cry,
I'll do my best n try,
To put a smile on your face,
Forever and for always.

I don't wanna see you sad,
Coz' I'll feel really bad,
It's you my heart longs,
With you is where i belong,
And thats where I'll stay,
Till the end of my days,
In your heart forever,
As long as you remember.



P/S:Just a simple poem,hope you like it baby.Off to bed.Nitez.Btw,thanks for the graphic below.
xD

Love Letter

you are my drug

Love is measured by suffering... that's all I can say.
Money isn't everything but sometimes it buy happiness too.
I've always wanted to make a memorable birthday for you-so i did it i guess. LOL.
handicraft stars? hearts? hahahha.not my type.sorry.mine simple just open the pen cover
and scribble whatever that come actually from the bottom of your heart.
that brings more meaning to your partner indeed.hahaha.
and they do treasure it better rite???

baby, i don't need u to throw a sum of money for my bday.
is just a day that reminds me that i'm getting older.
the thought that counts will do.
i treasure u to the fullest.
you've been there for me every single time.
those presence really cost priceless for me.
times when im stuck in the middle of the road
and u came and be there for me is enough.
eventhough u can't even do anything.
those are the gifts i really wanted.
apparently, you gave me all.
so there's nothing more I can ask from my dearest baby.

i love you for who you are and im still holding on....

18th Birthday..

Yea,I'm 18 at last..another age added into my life..haha..And yea,below was part of the present my Deriss gave to me..Thousands of thanks to her,for spending her time designing these..Not to be forgotten,the RM 220 Esprit shirt she gave me..Costs you a big amount right,baby?..=D and near broke right?..haha..appreciate it alot baby,but don't worry..Your birthday gonna be a big bash..You deserve that..My promise aight..Gtg now..


P/S:-I'll post the pics some other day.


Thanks again baby..You made my Birthday a memorable one and you DRUGGED me too..
Love ya..

happy birthday baby...!!!

A So-called special day for me =)

Alright,i'm back again.Lazy to update my blog recently,don't know why.Lol.Went to fetch deriss from her house today.Then headed to my account teacher's house at bukit gelugor to attend her Hari Raya open house.(No idea why raya so long wan).Deriss then asked me to drop her at Tesco to get her Streamyx ISP(don't know what the heck was that).End up apa pun tarak,the person-in-charge told her to call the customer service centre instead.And the so-called special day starts here,i went to deriss's church today,namely Tabernacle of Praise or TOP(Not that TOP detergent k).LOL.Well,its kinda nervous for me because i use to be an ignostic person and its kinda suprise to me to go to her church.I never believe in religions to be honest,when i'm a Roman Catholic in the first place but the worship and sermons tingy at her church really gave me an impression,a kinda feeling where i felt very peaceful,as in like you're really in heaven for about like 5-7 seconds.To be frank,i used to believe in Scientology and hold on to the principle that God doesn't exist unless he's proven scientifically.But maybe i might be wrong,i'm not sure whether it was my instinct or it's true that God really appeared on me for the short term of time.But bottomline was,i really enjoyed the worship and sermon tingy and i'm really looking forward to attend it again.And not to be forgotten,i started to like Uncle Vive in the first place.He was like,you know,my enemy when she keeps on shooting and brainwashing deriss to end our relationship.What suprise me was his story on how he accepted God in his life.It's like more or less the same as my situation.He's really a fun guy afterall,spicing up his talks with various jokes and actions.LOL.Anyway,thanks to ya again my baby deriss,for taking me to your church.It's a good sign for the both of us,especially you.But i'm not gonna convert yet till when the time comes,till God really really appeared right in front of my eyes.gtg nw.gonna update my blog in few days time.Amen.

Thanks My Dear!!!

Thanks my dear! =)

Alright..Im back at last from my hectic schedule..Firstly,i'm sorry,for not updating this blog for quite some time..Was busy with school proms,my deriss,tuitions..Arghhh!!..Can go crazy man..

LOL..Next,i would like to thank my baby deriss for this mesmerizing poem..You're a good poet my dear i shoud say..You touched me..

Date : 8 August 08'
Venue : BedroomMusic

Background : One step at a time-J.Sparks

Mood : In Love

.hendry.

As I sit and think of you,

And how much you mean to me,

And if I had never known you,

How empty my life would be.
You are to me a precious gift,

Of one that is true and rare,

And I vow to you to treasure this gift,

With love, warmth and care.
I can feel your smile, your warmth and your touch,

As I long for that day to come,

Through the route may be tough,

We still unite as one.
I want you to hold me in your arms,

Keep me safe from all harms,

I want you to look deep into my eyes,

Please don't tell me any lies,
I'll stay with you any day,

I'll be with you anyway,

If there is a day we should part,

Promise to keep me in your heart,
I love you all the time,

I am yours and you are mine.
This is the beginning,

Only true love I send,

This is the middle,
There is no end.

.deriss.

P/s: I Love You.

P.S.:i LOVE you too..

NS Outing =)

Weynn and Arina
Elva,Umah,Xian,Arina,Erica
Penghulu,Xian,Umah,Wan Tan,Arina,Sin Ling,and Arina
Me with the 'rubber' =)

Just came back not long from my overnite at Sri Sayang Apartment yesterday,with my NS friends..At first,i was thinking i'm not able to make it to the overnite stay but,Arina save my ass..LOL!..I was having a transport problem as my mum don't allow me to drive up to Batu Ferringhi at night..You know ler right,the road there is damn 'edgin'..Haha!..So,i called Arina and she agreed to fetch me there(Thanks ya,Gila!..LOL!..Cheers to you!)..We reached there about 7 something and walk to the beach in front of Rasa Sayang Resort..Saw Killer,Wei Xian,Sin Ling,Erica,Ash(my Penghulu),Phillimon,and Wan Tan(Killer's friend,which use to be my neighbourhood friend)..They were busy setting up the fire,Arina went to find her bf,Justin and i wander around with my handphone..Weynn,Alvin,Sabrina,Juian,and Umah appeared not long after that,followed by Elva and York Sin..Greeted them and started chattin while waiting for the fire to be set up..LOL!..And then,the party begins..All of us started eating with our hungry expression,as if like we've starved for days..Pity Xian had to be the chef most of the time because we rated the chicken he barbecued was the best among ourselves..Killer's sister and her bf came on,gave us a carton of Marlboro Light cigarretes and a bottle of Hennesy(my 2nd favourite after Chivas)..Killer and Sin Ling went walking along the beach,with holding hands,i think..LOL!..Not long after that,Phil brought out 'rubbers' for us and Ash went to fill it with the orange juice..Everyone was laughing like mad except for Juian..She was like wth is that?Balloon?..LOL!..The party then ended up about 1am after clearing up and we went straight to our room,and chor-tai-ti all till 5am..

Farah,Me,Farina
Juian and Me
Umah-TERIYA =)
Me and Lee Wei

Yulis and Ting Ting
Act Cute..LOL!
Jia qing,Chun Wei,Me,Killer,Weynn
After Performance
Hot chicks from Kedah and Penang(no offense ya Yulis n Ting Ting) =)

Packing for Jungle trekking
goin to dinner instead of bath =)
My Jurulatih,Cikgu Mus
Chor-tai-ti-ing after physical workout
Buddies in NS =)

Yes!..I'm back in Penang at last..After 3 months of tough physical training and suffering,i'm done with my NS stint..Well,there's much to post here..I mean the photos that i've taken there..Lots of happenings and unexpected incidents took place there..Lol..Once in a lifetime experience i can say..I'll let the photos do the talkings to you guys bout my experience there..Enjoy! =)

P.S. Form 6 life sucks,no more freedom..

Result!

Well,i woke up early this morning..Cause its time to get my SPM result..Kinda nervous and of cause,scared to the max..Went to jelutong to have breakfast with my parent..During our journey there,my parent were talking so much bout my result..And damn,that make me tekan like hell..After finishing,we went straight to my school..Met kuok,kuan ming,and the rest of the gang all..They told me the result will only be out at 11.30am..Crap!..Other schools had already given out their result..Ying tian called me and she got 10As and 1B..Jiayan scored all As and she should be the top scorer in her school la,i think..Then,the teachers walked into the hall..A 5 minutes speech was given by the stupid headmaster..Bla bla bla..And the time came,i walked to my teacher..Got my result..FCUK UP!..2As only..WTF! man..Damn disappointing..Went back home after that..And saw someone,that is ultimately important to me..She came down from her car and walked into my school to look for her bf(which used to be my friend last time)..I pretended not to see her..Really a unlucky day for me..



P.S. Dont trust your friend too much cause he/she might do something u never expected.

My first time blogging

Well,its my first time bloggin here..haha..Nothing much to say for now as its late though..
Will update my blog asap..Wish to meet u guys out there..Haha..Adios! =D